Saturday, January 8, 2011

Day 01 → Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.

I stole this list from Weelow and I wanted to see what I would write! Hopefully it will be informative.

My current relationship is actually very nice right now.  I've been through many, some have been quite terrible, some have been stressful, nothing like this.


I had always been reserved when wanting to find a relationship, get to know the person, become best friends and then see if it will work.  That was usually my strategy.  This time it was different.  I had worked with him at my old job once, I thought he was cool, then I quit my old job.  I didn't see him after that, except for a few visits and purchases.  I then saw that he added me on facebook, my shock could not be contained as I immediately began establishing a friendship with this man I had only met once.  Our relationship grew online, but not the way I had usually done things.  It just... bloomed into what it is now without my consent.  At the time I was with my previous boyfriend whom we had shared many fights and was going through so much stress it was tearing me apart.  I did my best to end the feelings I had gotten and focus on the relationship I had.  It wasn't fair to him that I had started liking another and I wouldn't let it get in the way.  Soon... I turned to my friend for advice on my relationship at the time.  Everything I had tried was not fixing what was wrong and was not changing us back to what we had.  He ended the relationship thinking I would ask for us to keep trying, I didn't.  Finally it was mutual, we are still friends but I feel I have still wronged him.  The crush I had grew even more for this man I had really only seen a few times.  We soon began dating and he told me he had fallen in love which made me worry.  Could I really fall for a man this early?  I found out yesterday... I am in love with him.  I love him for a lot of mushy reasons but I won't go into detail.  I don't want anything to go wrong in this relationship and I do want it to last.

The only thing I can hope for is that he continues to accept me for my flaws and my quirks.  I don't think my love for him will change anytime soon.  I'm still nervous about what will happen between us, but I know that everything will work for the best.

May you be happy throughout your relationship, if you are single, I hope that you enjoy your life and don't rush a relationship.  Let it grow, it's better that way. :)

1 comment:

  1. I didn't know you had a new one. I'm so glad you found such an awesome guy :D <3