Sunday, January 9, 2011

Day 02 →Where you’d like to be in 10 years.

Continuing the list... Where would I like to be 10 years from now?

Oh I really don't think about that....

If I had to say, I would probably hope to become a teacher... A really good one by then.  I would also like to be married but I'm sure all girls want that before they turn 30... right?  I also want to do more with my art.  I'm wanting to start working on backgrounds and general things like that. (Have any tips?)  I want my art to mean something to someone, whether that's my singing or my art. 

That's really all I can think about... I don't really dwell on what I want to happen, I just let it happen.

Take care and hopefully what you would like to happen to you will happen!
-Alexandria

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Day 01 → Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.

I stole this list from Weelow and I wanted to see what I would write! Hopefully it will be informative.

My current relationship is actually very nice right now.  I've been through many, some have been quite terrible, some have been stressful, nothing like this.

Anyway...

I had always been reserved when wanting to find a relationship, get to know the person, become best friends and then see if it will work.  That was usually my strategy.  This time it was different.  I had worked with him at my old job once, I thought he was cool, then I quit my old job.  I didn't see him after that, except for a few visits and purchases.  I then saw that he added me on facebook, my shock could not be contained as I immediately began establishing a friendship with this man I had only met once.  Our relationship grew online, but not the way I had usually done things.  It just... bloomed into what it is now without my consent.  At the time I was with my previous boyfriend whom we had shared many fights and was going through so much stress it was tearing me apart.  I did my best to end the feelings I had gotten and focus on the relationship I had.  It wasn't fair to him that I had started liking another and I wouldn't let it get in the way.  Soon... I turned to my friend for advice on my relationship at the time.  Everything I had tried was not fixing what was wrong and was not changing us back to what we had.  He ended the relationship thinking I would ask for us to keep trying, I didn't.  Finally it was mutual, we are still friends but I feel I have still wronged him.  The crush I had grew even more for this man I had really only seen a few times.  We soon began dating and he told me he had fallen in love which made me worry.  Could I really fall for a man this early?  I found out yesterday... I am in love with him.  I love him for a lot of mushy reasons but I won't go into detail.  I don't want anything to go wrong in this relationship and I do want it to last.

The only thing I can hope for is that he continues to accept me for my flaws and my quirks.  I don't think my love for him will change anytime soon.  I'm still nervous about what will happen between us, but I know that everything will work for the best.

May you be happy throughout your relationship, if you are single, I hope that you enjoy your life and don't rush a relationship.  Let it grow, it's better that way. :)
-Alexandria

Friday, January 7, 2011

Why hello there!

Given the fact that I don't occasionally blog (not that I ever have) I decided it would be a nice little relaxation technique to try.  Hopefully my blog can entertain you.  I do plan on posting different items on here of, but we'll see how this goes.

My name is Alexandria and I was born and raised in Las Vegas, NV.  Hard to believe right?  Trust me, I grew up with the comments, "Were you born in a casino?" so please keep those to yourself.  I don't have anything exciting to tell you about my life, all I know is that I grew up quite nicely.  I love to sing and I also enjoy drawing.  I look to improve both, however art seems to be difficult for me.  I see so many of my friends do great things with their art work that I could never do.  I know that practice does help, but I hope to expand my work and actually work on drawing out a story I am creating called Black Ribbon.  Singing is a huge passion for me though, don't ask me why though because I have no idea.  The rush that I feel when I sing and the happiness it brings me is just completely overwhelming.  I have a full seven years of choir experience but I don't think I'm at a professional level.  I wish that I could take my singing into a career but I would really like to teach.  Teaching children brings me so much happiness, I can't imagine it ever doing anything different.  I am almost finished with my college degree so soon I will be able to teach here in Las Vegas and maybe even elsewhere.

I'm pretty boring.  Nothing really interesting about me.  However, I'm happy.  I only wish that my friends are happy as well. :)

Always smile and know that someone loves you, even if that someone is lovely little ol' me!
-Alexandria